Friday, May 15, 2009
muscleache

herne culdnt make it whch puts me on different time zine with her
so we gota rescheduled each other..xoxo
so i met up with the black apron peeps of mccafe more like my dear mothers
they have always look over for me
they paved way for me to prevent me from every stubbles that make me fall clumsily
and they have always been the arms that open like houses whenever i come running in tears
and they are the ones who knew my soft side which i myself is afraid to show
"sheena turns soft when it comes to men.no wait.her men!"
we had 2 hours of gym and 2hrs of swimming which puts me on bedrest
i am only blogging coz i got inspired
ive realised my entries have been a bit way different like it used to be
ive been ranting and updating daily dosages of love and warmth ive been receiving
at times it sounds boring of what my days have been
but it puts in a handful of thought how some go through days
liek i said before
the light has shined brighter into the previous bleak life
amidst the glamourous and claimed "tai tai" life i was having
( i sound like posh spice )
opportunities have peek in at a very slow pace
but hey whos complaining
and im feeling the stress veins potruding tru my skin
which drives me into every adrenaline rush activities
each photo of every entry inspires me to blog
each exerpts of a song turns into inspirational lyrics to blog
a reason to life
a reason to live
a reason to changes
a reason to friendship
a reason to forgive
a reason to not forget
a reason to memories
a reason to forget
a reason to dissapear
a reason to run away
a reason to smile
a reason to breathe
a reason to make friends
a reason to wake up every morning
a reason to open up
a reason to bathe
a reason to eat
a reason to fall in love
and a most importantly
a reason to know how to let go...
and every reason turns into another reason
another reason to mend mistakes
or even a reason to repeat mistakes..again.
its time for my listeners and advisors to understand me now.
xoxo
" You took your love away, too fast
Left no chance to say look back
And now I know the truth,
It makes it easier
Maybe when time goes by,
I’ll understand "
- I Run Away by Britney Spears