Tuesday, March 24, 2009
apple of my eye
because of you i woke up early every morning
because of you i forced myself to face neneks whinings even though i had like 2 hrs of sleep
because of you i always rushed myself to work or school
because of you i rushed home every night and feel bad if im home too late and youre asleep
because of you i put u too sleep even though im tired every night
because of you i put aside my anger and hatred towards my family's deeds
because of you me and boyfriend rmbers our no motor bringing you out take mrt days
because of you i make boyfriend buy toys monthly
because of you im willing to be broke and get u things
because of you im nt ashamed of being childish around people
because of you i have the best conversation even though it sounds pointless
i lurve him soo much and i dunoe hw many times ive said it here
his 3rd birthday was a blast
his birth was d best thing that happen to me
and today,he had to go into surgery cz he had infection in his gums dat made his cheeks sweeled up like mumps the whole month
his tooth decayed from its base which made it infected the whole set.
therefore today he went into ssurgery to get ALL his teeth plucked out
PLUCKED OUT
how sad to noe that ur baby teeth was to be gone in purpose and he had to live 3 years more till his adult teeth grows
and he cries in pain
and i am soooooo sad im crying inside
omg!
ya allah give him strengtha nd confidence and brush him away from humility
ya allah let me be the one to protect hima dn if im nt around will u protect him from the human mouths that proved devilish treats of the your holy land
p.s: he told me las night that today he is seeing the doctor and he is giving the dc high 5 when the doc says besst!and he tooka pitre in surgery scarf and gown before going into them
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