SHEENAWALDORF
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Secondary School Life
Here is a long post
mb not
just angsty
how i use to be
i met up with my secondary school netball girls recently
wasnt the way i expected
as usual, i feel ignored
ahh...im nt bothered by it anyway
it a norm
i was expecting everyone to benice
since we hafnt meet up for like ages
but why do people give me back the cold treatment just like they use to
im nt the same secondary school sheena
mb mymouth is
but im wiser and i knw when to just shut the fuck up
i didnt liek the whole catchin up experience one bit
only ana made me feel saint n visible enough to arrange that at ferst place
at the same tme
i never like the fact that i have to bump to pudgey bestfrend wenever i followed boyfren for soccer
ya tell dun go
but i wanan hang out with aizat,fifi(hafiz jesus) murshie and everyone else
i love their company
all the while
even tho theres fights and i find them childish at times
they take me away from me brooding over my secondary school life
i dun liek how we have to fighteverytime we have a hari raya outing
i dun like how everyone tends to push each other away whenever dey dun like each other
i dun like how evryone tends to be oh so fake infront of each other
i dun like how they turn their backs on me
i dun like how they think im not nice
i always wonder why everytime i bump into them, they have this different cold and fake exterior
as if,"oh shit its sheena!"
why?
mb because you guys keep on judging me since day one
mb because you guys just go on and on
i was told to give you everone a chance
and not push myself away from solitude
but i do not wanan feel the way i am in secondary school
i dun do that when i meet yu guys
all of you
puhlees
whats wrong
im tired of crying over it
and boyfren screaming saying forget them
mb its time
to really throw you al for good
im sorry if i dun acknowledge you all anymore
it doesnt make any difference..if u come to realise it
and pudgey bestfrend, you were a mistake from hell
mb not
just angsty
how i use to be
i met up with my secondary school netball girls recently
wasnt the way i expected
as usual, i feel ignored
ahh...im nt bothered by it anyway
it a norm
i was expecting everyone to benice
since we hafnt meet up for like ages
but why do people give me back the cold treatment just like they use to
im nt the same secondary school sheena
mb mymouth is
but im wiser and i knw when to just shut the fuck up
i didnt liek the whole catchin up experience one bit
only ana made me feel saint n visible enough to arrange that at ferst place
at the same tme
i never like the fact that i have to bump to pudgey bestfrend wenever i followed boyfren for soccer
ya tell dun go
but i wanan hang out with aizat,fifi(hafiz jesus) murshie and everyone else
i love their company
all the while
even tho theres fights and i find them childish at times
they take me away from me brooding over my secondary school life
i dun liek how we have to fighteverytime we have a hari raya outing
i dun like how everyone tends to push each other away whenever dey dun like each other
i dun like how evryone tends to be oh so fake infront of each other
i dun like how they turn their backs on me
i dun like how they think im not nice
i always wonder why everytime i bump into them, they have this different cold and fake exterior
as if,"oh shit its sheena!"
why?
mb because you guys keep on judging me since day one
mb because you guys just go on and on
i was told to give you everone a chance
and not push myself away from solitude
but i do not wanan feel the way i am in secondary school
i dun do that when i meet yu guys
all of you
puhlees
whats wrong
im tired of crying over it
and boyfren screaming saying forget them
mb its time
to really throw you al for good
im sorry if i dun acknowledge you all anymore
it doesnt make any difference..if u come to realise it
and pudgey bestfrend, you were a mistake from hell