Thursday, April 10, 2008
weee yerd

ive wondered how we all have changed?
ive thought we all have changed?
this post was initiate by a dear frienster friend reactions
bout how a friend had tried to approached everyone and initiate a meetup and try to make nice
and i meant almost tot he extend of the imposibility
and i doubt itll reahced that imposible and far to me and boyfie
because ive void and scarred myself out of possible areas to whomever will have me back to being nice
a colleague cum friend told me about it and it had me me thinking
that friend reaction had everyone thinking 'ive changed and im nice'
but my colleague told me that friend is still the same
so predictable and the same
another came about the fact where evrybody have their own set of life plans
and you wouldnt ewanna tell and gallivant to evryone else about it
unless upon asking
thse questions have me in aposition whether i should answer it professionaly and honestly or lie modestly
somehow both sides will still have evryone thinking im crappy
and this degree year showed my capability and how i have not given my brain ample rest and i hafnt been on a holiday for years
which i clearly need one
(BANGKOK TRUDY PLSSSS!!!)
this sparked me when a friend/nemesis ased a colleague bout me
about what i am doing now and why i am still working part time?
my colleague answered
"i do not know,i am not sure..but i think she is still sschooling"
this nemesis replied hsyterically
" what?she is still schooling?dont tell me she hafnt even finish her diploma?
(nilah saat saat bile aku nak jadi sombong sial tapi tidak...jangan!)
that had make me felt dumb
i was speechless
i smield and went "sorry eh!"
Conscience says:
aww come on sheena
pls be nice
I replied:
alah..this is one of those moment,minute and its measly and miserable
wehn forgot hwo ignorant and snobby ive been and be nice
enjoy the moment
BACK TO WORK