SHEENAWALDORF
Monday, December 04, 2006
how do u make sumtyn back where its suppose to be
im drowned wiith sorrows
showered with smiles
but i can never figure out
how long will it last
once i tought yu were all i had
while i was broken
shattered nowhere
you drenched yourself with my tears
sheltered me from the beam
until now i can never figure out
ward lies in between
you gave me strength
wrapped my pain
bandaged my breakages of that begins
you threw tantrums
of an unwanted man
i complained with gold
and whines to depend
i never understood
your position in my life
years of stick and stones
including your healing hands
you cooled me down
and make me a joke
whenever i decide to raise my arm
where evrything broke
you asked for promises
begged for tenderness
i took a wrong step
and walk away from your lurve instead
silence spark my dreams galore
you awaited for my presence dat lies ashore
now i know what you meant
you lurved me more truly a friend
i can never throw away more of 5 years of friendship
until i realised you were the only true one
to begin with
you build me up
you filled my calendar
i can never forget out late bus rides
and late nights send home
i can never forget our jealous schemes
and late night cries of me about him
you were there with your hand up close
saying to me
"yur never alone"
but now it hurts so badly than it use to be
cz you never know
i tried to replaced you badly
i found another but no one compares to yu
d mighty hercules and a xena too
its disheartening to know
that you will never read this
nor knows how hard it has been for me
its also painful for yu not to know
ive been waiting for you long
and back to the floor
i wanted to put the pieces together
but i remebered yu said
"we got to go on with our lives remember"
im sorry for running away from you
and not listening to your unwanted truth
i miss yu deeply
though remeniscing hurts
i dont want the dreams
to replay our times together
dear bestfrend of thousand years
we ended our frendship the same we had started
we fought non stop because we wanted to prove our worth
until we didnt realised
the lost for real words
please come back the way you use to be
i want to heal of what ive did
again im sorry for being reckless
but remember our promises
we made for each other
remember yu said never to lie
well for all d silence years weve been through
i didnt lie all the while
pls cum back where my fun begins
you were the port wen my darkness falls in
and its not out of pity
i needed to write this to fight my ego dreams of my bestfrend whom ive left a yer ago
may i sleep in peace now
i cant take it anymore
pls.....
how do yu fall in and out of your own relationship
i need him to jus stay fall in
im drowned wiith sorrows
showered with smiles
but i can never figure out
how long will it last
once i tought yu were all i had
while i was broken
shattered nowhere
you drenched yourself with my tears
sheltered me from the beam
until now i can never figure out
ward lies in between
you gave me strength
wrapped my pain
bandaged my breakages of that begins
you threw tantrums
of an unwanted man
i complained with gold
and whines to depend
i never understood
your position in my life
years of stick and stones
including your healing hands
you cooled me down
and make me a joke
whenever i decide to raise my arm
where evrything broke
you asked for promises
begged for tenderness
i took a wrong step
and walk away from your lurve instead
silence spark my dreams galore
you awaited for my presence dat lies ashore
now i know what you meant
you lurved me more truly a friend
i can never throw away more of 5 years of friendship
until i realised you were the only true one
to begin with
you build me up
you filled my calendar
i can never forget out late bus rides
and late nights send home
i can never forget our jealous schemes
and late night cries of me about him
you were there with your hand up close
saying to me
"yur never alone"
but now it hurts so badly than it use to be
cz you never know
i tried to replaced you badly
i found another but no one compares to yu
d mighty hercules and a xena too
its disheartening to know
that you will never read this
nor knows how hard it has been for me
its also painful for yu not to know
ive been waiting for you long
and back to the floor
i wanted to put the pieces together
but i remebered yu said
"we got to go on with our lives remember"
im sorry for running away from you
and not listening to your unwanted truth
i miss yu deeply
though remeniscing hurts
i dont want the dreams
to replay our times together
dear bestfrend of thousand years
we ended our frendship the same we had started
we fought non stop because we wanted to prove our worth
until we didnt realised
the lost for real words
please come back the way you use to be
i want to heal of what ive did
again im sorry for being reckless
but remember our promises
we made for each other
remember yu said never to lie
well for all d silence years weve been through
i didnt lie all the while
pls cum back where my fun begins
you were the port wen my darkness falls in
and its not out of pity
i needed to write this to fight my ego dreams of my bestfrend whom ive left a yer ago
may i sleep in peace now
i cant take it anymore
pls.....
how do yu fall in and out of your own relationship
i need him to jus stay fall in