Saturday, October 14, 2006
always nice
im known fer being sooo extra nice to my lurved ones
mostly my frends
and obv mybfs
n also xbfs
and frends who jsu decide to push me away at tymes
well yu noe
hw im afraid dat sumtyme si go to syla too much all d tyme and talk bout my guy problems dat amybe she ets bored sumtymes
wen i say she jsu go uh huh
wellim touchy feely
i feelbad mah
well i neo syla dun do dat..iro feel dat way..i hope
hoensty
of course i feelit mah
haha if sh ereads dis syla sorie tho
tho im sged yu
well it made me realise
well i wuldnt wan my fren or close fren to be nt talkin to me wen my he or she jsu cusm to yu fer d same reason
or moreve haf sumone else wif a btr cnversation or topic
or me being jsu d person needed most bt moreoevr wen d other nt aroun in he or she ;ive or cntactable
or maybe jsu neede in dire straits or sumone who jsu culd sit der n listen
i wuldnt wnna do dat to others n nt hafynd em to tell me im doin in wo noticing
well i do dat and im sorry
bt i dun udnerstdn hw sumtyme close frends dun feel d dway yu do wen tyngs dun go dat wae
n yu cnt say it honestly
why?cz yu realise yu dun own thier life?
cz yu realise sumhw....finally he or she shown yu d light yuw erent important after all
or cos yu realise yuw ere ju der wne neeeded n meant d neeed werd seriusly
well i =ve been tynkyn
doesnt humans too blatant fer ther own good
wen yu act mistook tyngs n dun realise ward dother has been doin fer yu
well tell em if i get bored
tell me wen im nt needed
tell me to shut up
ill be glad to
i dun wanan burden others too
its jus hw funny it is wen yur closest fren tot dey knew yu even yur bf or whosoevr
bt dey dun
cz dey nvr realise d smallest tynsg in life
d details in life
cz if yu knew me
i cherished small detaisl
and it wuld be great if yu realise dat i ddi treasure yur small details
and i hafnt been happyw if sum
or nt realising either i pushed yu away or yu did
well yep...
frends haf always been an issue in my life
i nvr gt d guts to stand up fer lalldis
i tynk im jus sensitive and selfish
well ....rmber i always say i dun make frends?
cz im nt dat nice to begin wif
and wen im nice
im stupid
nt yu...
fridays always make me feel dis way
sumtyn dat i wuld wanna dump it away
.happy.switchy.moody.stupid.
dats why i strt lieing
wen i noe im nt goo
im known fer being sooo extra nice to my lurved ones
mostly my frends
and obv mybfs
n also xbfs
and frends who jsu decide to push me away at tymes
well yu noe
hw im afraid dat sumtyme si go to syla too much all d tyme and talk bout my guy problems dat amybe she ets bored sumtymes
wen i say she jsu go uh huh
wellim touchy feely
i feelbad mah
well i neo syla dun do dat..iro feel dat way..i hope
hoensty
of course i feelit mah
haha if sh ereads dis syla sorie tho
tho im sged yu
well it made me realise
well i wuldnt wan my fren or close fren to be nt talkin to me wen my he or she jsu cusm to yu fer d same reason
or moreve haf sumone else wif a btr cnversation or topic
or me being jsu d person needed most bt moreoevr wen d other nt aroun in he or she ;ive or cntactable
or maybe jsu neede in dire straits or sumone who jsu culd sit der n listen
i wuldnt wnna do dat to others n nt hafynd em to tell me im doin in wo noticing
well i do dat and im sorry
bt i dun udnerstdn hw sumtyme close frends dun feel d dway yu do wen tyngs dun go dat wae
n yu cnt say it honestly
why?cz yu realise yu dun own thier life?
cz yu realise sumhw....finally he or she shown yu d light yuw erent important after all
or cos yu realise yuw ere ju der wne neeeded n meant d neeed werd seriusly
well i =ve been tynkyn
doesnt humans too blatant fer ther own good
wen yu act mistook tyngs n dun realise ward dother has been doin fer yu
well tell em if i get bored
tell me wen im nt needed
tell me to shut up
ill be glad to
i dun wanan burden others too
its jus hw funny it is wen yur closest fren tot dey knew yu even yur bf or whosoevr
bt dey dun
cz dey nvr realise d smallest tynsg in life
d details in life
cz if yu knew me
i cherished small detaisl
and it wuld be great if yu realise dat i ddi treasure yur small details
and i hafnt been happyw if sum
or nt realising either i pushed yu away or yu did
well yep...
frends haf always been an issue in my life
i nvr gt d guts to stand up fer lalldis
i tynk im jus sensitive and selfish
well ....rmber i always say i dun make frends?
cz im nt dat nice to begin wif
and wen im nice
im stupid
nt yu...
fridays always make me feel dis way
sumtyn dat i wuld wanna dump it away
.happy.switchy.moody.stupid.
dats why i strt lieing
wen i noe im nt goo