Tuesday, February 28, 2006
today we wnt to watch final destination 3
i got eugenes word on dis so practically we hafta watch dis shit even though i bas3rd him and blood in not goin to skool today to hand in d poster exercise
bahhhh
in d end i hafta show it nex week
bahhhh
bloody hate his lesson
can i strt skippin it?bluerghkz
i was hafyn a coincidental tannyng session outside skool while waiting fer d gang tho
planned to watch at bugis after buying our shoes fer history project
but i hate bugis theatres
d chairs creaks!
sumhw shaw house haf d same CONCEPT fer their cinemas
and our leader hanisah didnt attend class tho
so we went to town instead and watch it at cineleisure
so yey...was all hyped bout it..
bloody shouted and blabbering at eugenes ears
i tynk hes gone deaf after hearyn me and yvette shouting!
hahahahah..larlyng chun sits so far awae..he sad liaoo....hahahahah
but the show is soo gross dat i was blabberyng nonsense and gifing stupid directions wen the actors take d wrng step..
(yey yey i noe d director told dem so...so yey...im dose audience dat gifs instructions so bear wif me!)
hahahah
i like d show tho so yep..contented...weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
we went to shaw fer lepaks and walked around town to buy tyngs and stuffs
today is chun 1st quit smokin dae so yep..im losing a fren in class
i tynk i MAE but nt soon tho coz ive been hafyng some gastric health problems nowdaes...
my heart kinda hurts and my stomach haf cramps and sum breatyn dif at tymes
bluerghkz
ders a big MAE....
i need a drive fer me to quit
i strted as a source to control my anger and its abloody hobbie fer gods sake
liek dat i loose one hobbie liao!
so i need a solid reason to stop....i dunoe jus a drive and push fer it...
bahhhh..slap me if yu need
went hme and nw...im fine....
hafnt been meetyn bf for 5 days tho..proily gna be a week
and hes gna go ns in a week also
bahhhh
and ive been contemplating wen shuld i buy sumtyn tho...bahh
okaes..
im gan do myw erk now and burn my midnite oil
im gna sneeze all d wae till thursdae
weeeeeeeeeeeeee
and ohya
to all my J.C frends..all dbest for yu a levels results 2marow ayyte...
pls do d best out of it...
byes..and ohya..sum fotos...
im still using d lenses..
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i had myself tynking
nwadaes instead
its more of a non existance feeling
and a non existance self
never der
never here
never around
its confusing i noe
but it plays again and again
i stop hafyn fear
hafyn fears of regrets fear of back again fears of searchin ward ive dropped
more of sumtyn new
but dis aint good
coz its leadin me to nowhere
seriusly
im caught between my 2 new fears
lost and alone
enjoy dis shit!