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today is monday
the 5th i tynk
i juz came bck frm sgh eye centre
my eyes been bleeding 4 2daes
and mum gt hysterical and shocked wen she opened her eyes and saw my face beside wif blood tricklin dwn my nose
so yeps
my dr julian tang and mr chan t.k is nt on duty....
so im stuck wif anther doctor
we wnt fer delifrance where i belanje my brother and mumi
dn go visit my old ward 63 bed 1 room 7 patient...
and wen its my turn..
doctor said d membrane cvered up my eye and i cant haf my tears flowin
so he had mye ye pocked wif forceps and tweezers and blood was drippin like tears
after dat it was fine..
he ai dit mae bleed again but mb a lil...
it hurts like fuckin hell mayn
trust me..nvr get yur eyes in truble
nurse told me nt to wear lkenbses after dat cz i may get it again...
i dunoe..
i need my lense...
mb i need to use more specs dn lense...
so yeps..
ill stil wear em...
to look pretty of course!
hahaahaha i can flick my long eyelashes wen i wear specs okae...
went rto search fe rbaby tyngs fer my goin to be born nephew..
dn were home
i crave fer oreo chesecake...
n yes...
today is srjc prom night
boyfrend didnt wanna go at ferst pkace..
he said it was expensive and he dun wanna bryng me..
ward a bf..
dats d tyng bout my bf..
he rather haffun w.o me..
my bf always haf funw en im sick..
he dun worries as much as i do wen im sick or in truble..
he enjoys like no body;s business and always spends money on himself wen wif his frends
he usualy go broke wen hes wif me an dill nag and it always fall on deaf ears..
i neo i lurve him btu im tryn to work on dt..
im gettyn tired of dose tyngs but i cnt loose him
my bf doesnt spends m=tiem wif me d wae i want it o be..
its always tampines fer him
i lurve goin towen to shop he doesnt cz he says waste money waste time and hes lazy..
wadafuck?
and im alwayus deprived of all dose because of him
i cnt bryng him to go sentosa cz he doiesnt liek it...
and i cntbryng him go club cz he doesnt like..
ic ntbryng hoim venture to new pl;aces or lepak in high class tyngies whch i like to do....cz he doesnt!1!
its always his wae EVERYDAE!!TAMPINES TAMPINES TAMPINE#S!!
im rotting at one!
IM GETTYN FUCKIN FED UP WIF ALL DIS>>>!!!!
AND MY PATIENCE HAS REACHED A LIMIT!
ONCE IM BETTER HE WHINES BOUT ALL DIS AND DOESNT FOLLOW MY WAE!!!!
HE CNT JOLLYW ELL $GET BPOUT ME OR BOTHER BOUT ME>>>
wne hes sicki..i rushed here and der to accompany hima nd call him evry 4hrs makin sur eh egts enuf sleep and haf his medicine
wen im sick..he doesnt call..
he onlyc all and ask hw ami wen he has amotif and dat is askin me whtehr he cn go out!
wadafuck!!!
i always tell myself he doesnt care bout me.....
and its nt makin me feel btr..
it breaks me evryday!!!
i dun tynk eh noes hw i feel
and dats why i worry 24hrs evrydae hw im gna go town who im gan haf fun wif and do d tynsg i wanan do...
cz my bf doesnt do all dat!!!!
im tired of repeatyn
i dun like it hw i always find a fren who lurves ward i wanna do..
and i dun liek it my bf culdnt afford or dun even bother to even want to do it!

i noe dis si private btu dis is my blog
i dun haf anyone to tell bout all dis shit evrydae!!
so watevr yur ead...
dats fer me to see and judge...
YU PEPLE BTR DUN STRT JUDGIN BOUT MY BF>>>
hes an idiot in mye yes nt yu guys!
he cause trubel fer me nt fer yu peple
so dun strt judgin him!
so wen yu read...
go fuck yurself!
ARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGHHHHH!
DUN EVER TALK TO ME EVR AGAIN!!