Tuesday, November 15, 2005
I NED TO DIET
i put on weight
fuckin shit..
tanx to the luxury called money
and non stop spending money
me and shopping
and the berth of my new fone..
im practically eating like nuts!
okae...(i dun feel good callin myself a pig okae...)
i ate liek emals and meals per day..
gawd wif mcdonalds ont he line...
and werking..
i cant resist..
and even tho i sue to werk and loos eweight
i cant...
mb i jus recover frm a bad health..
so practically i get really weak w/o food..
trust me...
so 2marow onwards..
i either be eatyng wae wae less....
mb jus nuggets and diet coke(as usual)
or i do my bullemia again..
w/o my bf knowing it..
(hope he doesnt read dis..)
i cnt help it
lookin at my tummy
and my pics...
i got frighjtened..
and i wa shiding behind the cupboard tho...
niwaes i hafta......
diet diet diet
tynking og jogging dis friday.....s
shuld be doin it..
dunc areeee!!!!
im really woried and it make sme hungry....but im tryn hard...)
i put on weight
fuckin shit..
tanx to the luxury called money
and non stop spending money
me and shopping
and the berth of my new fone..
im practically eating like nuts!
okae...(i dun feel good callin myself a pig okae...)
i ate liek emals and meals per day..
gawd wif mcdonalds ont he line...
and werking..
i cant resist..
and even tho i sue to werk and loos eweight
i cant...
mb i jus recover frm a bad health..
so practically i get really weak w/o food..
trust me...
so 2marow onwards..
i either be eatyng wae wae less....
mb jus nuggets and diet coke(as usual)
or i do my bullemia again..
w/o my bf knowing it..
(hope he doesnt read dis..)
i cnt help it
lookin at my tummy
and my pics...
i got frighjtened..
and i wa shiding behind the cupboard tho...
niwaes i hafta......
diet diet diet
tynking og jogging dis friday.....s
shuld be doin it..
dunc areeee!!!!
im really woried and it make sme hungry....but im tryn hard...)