TRUST..

trust....it very difficult to haf trust...to install trust in evryone who cums along yur wae for yur whole life..wen its easy to install trust in a person,humans...as usual wuld always juzt basically break em...go awae and shout d typikal diaologue.."ITS NT MY GODAMN FUCKIN PROBLEM YUR ROTTIN IN YUR OWN LIFE!!!"erghhh...watever....i nvr were able to speak mymind out..wenevr i try...she will just walked awae wif dis godam fuckin line.."YUR TYNGS ARE VERY MINOR LAHH!!!WHY YU WORRIE SO MUCH!!"...and hw bout yu??yu cmplain...bout d gerl sin yur school,bout d irritatyng guys in yur new skool..bout hw wweerk haf been...i juz listen...and ward i sae?alah chilled.....and wen i fe;lt im being left out..nt heard and stuffs....SIKIT@ NAK MRAJUK MENYAMPAJH AH!!..fuckin godamit..i hav d fuckin godamit feelings for godamit sake!!!sumhw....IM D LEFT OVER OONE>>>..my problems are crappie..im noting./.nt supppose to be bothered..k fine!!!i dun whine to yu nomore,i dun bother yu nomore..IM NOT EVN FUCKIN DEPENDING ON YU NOMORE!!!IT SYUR GODAMN FUCKIN PROBLEM DAT YUR ARE BEING SOOOO A CNTROL FREAK AND YU ALWAYS HAF DIFFICULTIES MAKIN SURE EVRONE CUM FER EVRY OUTING AND STUFFS!!!AND HW BOUT YU NOEW...I GAF MERCY ON YU..I PITIED BOUT YTU...SO I DECIDED TO HANDLE DIS CUMIN OUTIN BUT I JUZ NEED YUR HELP TO INFORM...FERTS YU SAID ITS OKAE...DEN I REMINDED YU AND YU SAID YU CNT!!!FREAKIN URGH!1AND YU SAID ITS NT YUR PROBLEM AND HW BOUT WEN I WAS SICK DAT DAE???I STYLLW EN TTO SENTOSA AND GT SICK DER??REMEBER?/HW BOUT HW YU PRESSURED ME INTO GOIN WEN I GODAMIT HAFTA GO K.L N YU ASKED ME TO CHANGE??EXCUSEME???APE NIE PENTYNGKAN DIRI SNDRI KE?? invr get d chance to telll yu all dis...coz i noe...yU GODMAIT WNT FUCKIN LISTEN TO ME!!!even my ideass..even i try to say sumtyn...evrytyng larrr!!!!evrytyng its yurs!!YURS YURS YURS!!!!!WHY YU DOIN DIS TO ME???JUZ BCOS I DUN BOTHER YU LIEK D OTHE RGUYS ISIT?I DUN LET YU CNTROL ME LIKE D OTHE RGUYS ISIT??PLSLAH/././/IM NT A LOSER/.....IF I AM....IM ON MY OWN!!!!DATS IT..IVE HAD ENUF!!I CN NVR TRUST ANYONE ANYMORE!!MB DIS IS D RELATIONSHIP DAT I GTAGO....IM FEELIN DIS ALL..AND IOT HURTS LIEK CRAZY..IVE BEEN CALLED NAME...IBVE BEEN CALLED CRAPIE STUPID FER WORRYIN OVER SMALL TYNGS..HW BOUT YU??YU WHINE OPVER STUPID TYNSG AND YU KOL ME STUPID???!!!!YU GT SO FUCKED UP PISSED WNE PEPEL DUN LISTEN TOP YU???FINE!!UYU LIEK BEING D STAR OF THE GROUP RYTE??dats ward yuve been wantyn alll yur life rytye???YU WANTED YU TO BE THE CENTE ROF ATTENTION..EVRYONE FOLLOW YU WIF YUR SNAPPING FINGER SISIST??I PITIED YRU BF...HE NEEDS TO HAF FUN FER GOODNESS SAKE....!!I PITY DADDIEY FE RBEING CNTROOLLELD SO OOOOMUCH...HE NEEDS MISTAKES IN IHIS LIFE....IT MAKES HIMA BETTER PERSON!NT SUMONE TO BOSS HIM AROUND....NIWAE DADDIEY..YU NEED A FREN NTA BOSSS...YU WANN FIND A GF DAT SHE SAID YES TO?SUMONE WHO CN CLICK WIF HER??TRIED TO IMAGINE..I SUE TO BE ABLE TO DO DAT...WHY AM I IN MSIERY???IVE BEEN KEEPIN DIS INSIDE FE RMNTHS..NO ONE NOTICE NO ONE EVEN WANN LISTENS...AND NVR EVER TELL ME DAT IM NT HAPPIE WIF YU I SHULD HAF TOLD YU...HEI!!DID YU EVER LISTEN???YU WNT EVEN BOTHER..YU DUN GIF A FUCK..REMMEBR???FUCK OFF LAH YU PEPLE........I FGEELLL AND RISE ALL BY MYSELF ANIWAE..HAF BEEN DOIN DAT..HAF BEEN HEALIN......AND NONE OF YU GUYS CRIED ALONG WIF ME...TANX FER ALL THE CRITICISM!!!NIWAE I DUN NEED YU GUYS....SRIUSLY...IM MOVIN AWAE...AND ENJOY EVRYTYNG FROM NW ON!!!!AND SRIUSLY..............ILL LEAVE!!!!