Tuesday, May 31, 2005
ALONE...
my bf AND dis blog....
i hate my relationship...
i hate hw evrytyme my bf is too busy fer me...
hw i earn my godamn money but tyngs wnt change...
hw i haf a bf and i cnt spend tyme wi fhim...
hw i dun haf the others sto spent tyme too...
im extremely sad on how he dun use hes initatyve...
hes styll young...
he haf skool...
he haf hi s alveels...
he haf his theatre...
nw he haf his dikir..
he haf his family...
his frens...
and me....
hw is he gna spent tyme wif all??
why dun he tynk??
i noe its his passion...
but if yu cnt spent tyme wif me...
yu cnt show me d lyurve affection im longing fer...
evry nyte
evry journey alone to evry destinatiopn of my choice...
why d hell am i styllw if yu?
why d hell am i cumin back to yu?
why d hell am i styll tolerating yu?
why cnt i do my tyngs wif yu?
i haf to wait wen yur dne wif yur tyngs den i cn ask yu to my tyngs wif me...
den wens d tyme where i wanna do my tyngs..
i gta beg force and stuffs...
i hate my relationship....
yu noe hw it hurts to go to werk alone?
back hme alone?
waiting fer yu to cum bck...alone?
is dalt all i haf to do being yur gf??
fer goodness gracious sake!
ive had enuf...
i feel sooo trapped...
i dunoe ward to do...
i feel like running awae...
frm my own relationship...
frm one whom i lurve...
frm one whm i yearn to be wif all my life...
frm one whom i spend my money tyme and evrytyng....
i hate dis....
it hurts....
i hate my relationship...
i hate hw evrytyme my bf is too busy fer me...
hw i earn my godamn money but tyngs wnt change...
hw i haf a bf and i cnt spend tyme wi fhim...
hw i dun haf the others sto spent tyme too...
im extremely sad on how he dun use hes initatyve...
hes styll young...
he haf skool...
he haf hi s alveels...
he haf his theatre...
nw he haf his dikir..
he haf his family...
his frens...
and me....
hw is he gna spent tyme wif all??
why dun he tynk??
i noe its his passion...
but if yu cnt spent tyme wif me...
yu cnt show me d lyurve affection im longing fer...
evry nyte
evry journey alone to evry destinatiopn of my choice...
why d hell am i styllw if yu?
why d hell am i cumin back to yu?
why d hell am i styll tolerating yu?
why cnt i do my tyngs wif yu?
i haf to wait wen yur dne wif yur tyngs den i cn ask yu to my tyngs wif me...
den wens d tyme where i wanna do my tyngs..
i gta beg force and stuffs...
i hate my relationship....
yu noe hw it hurts to go to werk alone?
back hme alone?
waiting fer yu to cum bck...alone?
is dalt all i haf to do being yur gf??
fer goodness gracious sake!
ive had enuf...
i feel sooo trapped...
i dunoe ward to do...
i feel like running awae...
frm my own relationship...
frm one whom i lurve...
frm one whm i yearn to be wif all my life...
frm one whom i spend my money tyme and evrytyng....
i hate dis....
it hurts....