stomach cramps...

k ferts ferst...

thursdae..wnt to werk...4hrs onlie..freakin tired...but end myself up in d kandang selling icecreams cz i 4got to bryng my goddamn black shoe..end up wearyn my unifrom wif my gallaz skate brown shoes...boredoom takinover...class 95 had few cool songs..i mean it..reali few...had few 10 mins nap in der...sold more icecreams den evr..mb i lure peopl into icecreams..mb my face looks like one...or mb it looks like an apple pie which made me rushin back anf forth in getyng laodsa apple pies...niwaes....went to taka to buy my stuufs...den wen tomeet my yah...chilled wif hym...sent me hme...sweet...

[ lepaks wif my yah..meet hym ind afternoon..he bought his stuffs..so nice..i wanted to buy d purple but wit lah...let yah wear it ferst...and i got no money..mb ill find a nicer one...and wait till my hair is actuali getyn longer..den window shoppin wif yah at tm and century..heh wnt bikini shops...met janice and minghui..janice went...eh bck together ah...1ts question tho...den we wen ttryin on jackets..yah wanted d u2 jacket..mb if i have extra money illbuy yah d jacket whch cst 89 and d jackte iw anted 59...nice...yah laughed at me fer tryin to wear s size..cz ive been wearyn loadsa m and hes laughyn till hys head drops..heheh den went to bucks...met mursh and aizat...we chilled..yah paid my 50 bucks back wif 10 bucks..he promised..its 10 dollars off his 50 money he gt frm d silat tyngey..hehe hes getyn more responsible den evr...he kind apaid fer my rokoks and food..so im touched...lurve hym to bits..hes sweet...he had said to me dat he sgettynbtr...yep yahhuney..yu are..juz waitin tyll yu actuali sae d 3 werds sincerely...and den we went bck hme..had fun chillin wif mursh and aizat...we are d 4 frens who chilled a lot..wen im wif dem..im no ruzainis gf..wen im nt wif dem im ruzainis gf..hehe sumtimes i wnder all d tyme...im like disgerlfren whom ...oake its very difficult to explain but ima fren....liek im one of d group nt juz bcoz im hsygf...well niceee...den wnt hme.,.yah tired took cab...paid fer hsi cab cz hes dwn on cash...i dun liek it lah..coz i dun liek wen hes short of money..he gt 16 bucks but im nt letyn hym finish 9it up jzu liek dat..argued a wee bit sayin im payin d fare..and he said no cz he promised me hell gif me 10 bucks...but deni say shut up ill pae k...and he kept quiet...dats me yu see..im understandyn..im totful...i noeders no motif wen he gif me 10 and i pae dat fer d cabfare..but i wan hym to learn being responsible ad haf dis sense of belingin wif me kinda tyngey..yu noe...den wnt hme...]

den yah went back hme...d fiz and fren kold hymto lepaks..was a wee bit angry but hey soryte..he juz rileks fer 1 hr and he wnt out to meet dem...den dey all lepak...he was oake..told me d scenario der...so nw im oake a wee bit wif hym lepaksin wif her...den wen she wnt back hme...she msged him..sayin tanx fer cumin dwn..and wen tellins umtyn..seh went im shy but i wanan tell yu dat i liek yu again..i reali like yu..ergh!@dis is like d 3rd tyme but d 2nd tyme wen hes wif me...i soow ann kill her wen i meet her..godamnit...and he wnt..eh oh..den she say i like yu but i dunoe ah..yuc hanged..llast tyme yu diffrnt dun always tease me nw yu do..so bad...den he wnt..eh okaelah sorie lor..den she did sum flirtyn in d msg sayin or apologynt accepted fuckin shit...and den she flirt again..and wen my yah told me..i wnt like..yah shes flirtyn wif yu..he noes shes crappy henoes shes juz playin wif hym..dats why...goodness yah..be thankful dat yur wif me yah...pls...luckyly he wnt..eh watever...and sh edidnt answer...ergh...i juz feel like killin her...goodness she noes dat he has a gf and yu stylldo dat...my admire is piisssing in hys pants tynkyn 109 tymes whether he wants to tel me or not wen i actuali noes..and dios fuckin shithead is doin it to ma bf..fucker lah bytch...watver...mb i shudl tll myyah..nex tyme..lepak wif dat shithead..bryng me along....if nt shes gna continue msgyn yu tellin yud at she likes yu...dun fuckin care....

friday
went to skool...late woke up at 8..rushed liek crazy...along d wae in d bus ...my stomach takin over..menses crmps yus ee readers...killin me..drop d bus tooka cab to skool and spemnd lik almost an hr i der...in and out od toilety i mean..byt d dtyme iw nt in clas..iwass too shageed an dpain ful t do anytang..had hern buyin me drinka nd panadols...swallowed it and it didnt abet fer goodness sake..i was twichyn and watsoever and was lyin on the table...it hurts...hernes bf kamal bought me chocolates bisucit....funny lor..but tnx..totful..ration and my lecturer aske dm to go hme..and id dit..took a cab and was liek half dead inside...wnt hme..changed and sleep...woke up and was feelin btr...do sum tyngies...wif my secret orezzie fer my yah..he doesnt noe..and if he read soryte...sumtyn i did fer hym..hehe totful me...den nw chillin..hern aayng kold me up askin whtehr im oake..tanx ayang..yur soo totfull..sayang die bnyk2 jugak...hehe it was torture yu noe...hehe /....

klah gtago..sorie ration and el;ise culdnt help wif d werk..reali sorie..was up and all fer it to do d tyngey but damit..sriusly....sorie aytes...muahkz yu all...