i hate ma bestfren ahmad abdillah!!

i noe yur gna freakin read dis but i hate yu..i hate yu fe rnt tellin me yur probs..i hate yu fer sayon ervytyng is baout me....why mus yu wait tyll i ask yu wards wrngw if yu....wen id un ned to wait and tell yu......if yu trust me yu noe ill be de fer yua nd listen to yur probs..btu ehy..who always aske dyu hw are yu..dun tell me yur gna be liek c.p..sorie c.p but im possed off....jzu becoas..i didnt ask yu hw were yud at dae at oparkwae and id idt sit wif yu dat doesnt mean i duncare..yu dun..yu gat get all soo petty over small simple tyngs....dio tu ever der wnevr i cried evry nyte?nooooooooooooo...yu nvr....cz i dun intend to tell yu c zi dunw ann ayu to sae its all about me...no....yu did w/o me tellyn yu evyrytynga ll d tyme..why cnt yu be liek em and tell me..id un mynd if yur as irritatyng as me...no..yu dun yu choose nt to..so ward am is uppose to do??/and yu keep sayin i dunoe d deifinatuion of bestfren..welll if yu neo so much....why d hell am i nt hapie..d real fuckin reason fer a bestfren is dat yu dun make fun of yur bestfren yu dun make her sdad wif yur pettynessa nd yu make her hapioe all d tyem..cheer he rup..no yu dun....an dyu tynk yu noe d defination?get a life abd..im d onlei one dwn here toleratyn yur pettynes and im nt complainin..ervyy singel tyn yu have to get flower over it....ist werse den ma ow wbf...even ma bf doesnt get all so werked up liek yu do...ward atre yu>?yuer a mana fer goodness sake...i hate fitin wif yu and alway stelkklyn yu im wrng and im sorrry..osl dun get werked. up..i m tired i gatkeep worryin over ma peety bestfren where all ma fersn sayind at why yu haf a bestfern who marajuk so fast..no idun mynd..cz im toleratyna ndim nt complainin..sojcne nw yua re..im complainin.yu cvcomplainin oevr evryt shit i did...and yu tynk yu make a good ebstfren in ma lyfe??get a lfye abd!pls...i changed wen yu etllme im alwya stemperamentala nd all shit..im rty very hard to be a bestfren wif yu and reocver alld shit in amylyfe.,.i tri veyr hard but ward wuld yud o wen yu hafa new life.....i styll jugllle evrytang stylla kse fer yu..iwnder and worrie dbotu yu evrydae....and yud un even bther to answr my msg at t6mes......fyne...den i show yu dat ill need yud en i msg yu....cz wen id un and i styll msg yu and kol..yud un gif a bi8g fuck to even reply ro cal....ryte?psl lah abd..ic hanegd bczo yu ehlp me to chasnge i iowe evrytyngt oyu..btu yu ever change..yu stylld same old peety abd i evr knew and alway wtetsyn ma patience alld is yers...!!!!....psllah abd...i cnt haf yu stuck to ma butt all dtyjme jugak kan..i let yu breath also kn..why dun yu let em enjoy wif ma new vfrenas an dtynk open botu it..jzu bcoz i spend an equal loadsa tyem wif ma new frens yu say i 4get yu....no i dun....pikri ah..yu also gt new frens yu bthe rtellyn me also..no..den??wwards wd big fuck wif yu nw???egrh..pls lah abd.....penat tau...kalau org lain dah give up i dun....i styll nee dyu..tn bcoz of qward..i nned yu top be in my lyfe...an di need me to be in yur lyfe..cz yur ma bestfren..i noe yull be der fe rme..i trust yu.....dats why......why yu gat tynk liek dat...why?if yu tynk i dun ned yu....den fyne..i cn also choose nt to need yu..btu no..i need yu nt to tell ma probs...jzu to look after me.....and i need to be in yur lyfe..jzu to also looka fter yu...dats ward bestfren are fer....infrnt wise or outsyde wise....i ne dyu to be wif me at all tyem sevn tho we dun contqct each other,...dats wards bestferna are fer...we haf a natuiral connectuion..we dun need anytang else....abd....understand..be open minded..im nt yru gf..im yru bestfren...we live two separate lives...btu i styll rememebr yu...psllah...haf faith in me....why dun yu tynk why i dun tell yu ma prbs anymore..cz i dun wan yu to sae im dependant on yu..evrytang is baout yu..no i duhn....i dun....i keep to maself more den yu noe.......strt ellin me..pls....



well topday suippsoe to be a hapie day...im back wif ma most lurved ex bf.....ruziani rashid..we kidn agt back togtehr wen he got dwn on hsy knees and asked me to be hys fe rd 3rd tyme..aint dat cutte...wif me cryin..ihmagosh..ic nt believ dat.....well wa sbout to tell ma oh so dearly need attention and lurve fer 24 hrs an deye son hym besyfren den he gaf me dis freakin msg..freakin fuckin shit....argh...siocne yu tynk ist alll bout me....den fyne..dun fuckin read ma blog dun fuckina skee md nimore..dun fuckinc are..cz yu tynk yu dudn ned me..andid un need yu..but id ooo...haiz,.,...well...nwiaes...i gatgo....i need to kol ma new boyfren nw....had fun wif hym today...wen tot sheesha at bugis and wn t changia irport.....haiz..i styll lurve hym/.///mb i shuldnt go to anyone to tell ma tyngs..i tynk ibtr keep evrtyng to maself...to all ma peeps...imabn,effa,aisyah,c.p....IM REWALI SORRY FER TRUBLIN YU GUYS ALL DIS YERS AN DTYMES WI FM APROBS>..IF ITS ABOU TME>>IM REALI TRULY SORIE>>>SO NEX TYME PLS DUN ASK FE RM AREOBLEMS ANYMORE CZ I DUN WISH TO SHARE TO ANYONE COZ MA BESTFREN SAYS ITS ALL BOUT ME>>>NVR ABOUT OTHERS>>.K FYNE>>DUN CUM TO ME AKSIN FER MA PROBS>>YU ALL WANN TELL ME TELL ME>>I DUN MYND BEING DFUCKIN VIOCTYM COZ IVE GOT A FREAKIN BETSFREN WHO TYNKS BOUT HYS OWN SELF FUCKIN VIEW BUT NT OTHERS>>>!!!AN ABD INOE YU READ DIS>>>>>>>read it clear...and aske dme..dun be dumb!ergh!