Reviving the old...REminiscing The Past..d ability to actuali 4get the memories.....

well woek up.w.as ins ucha foul mood......i culdnt believ ma self...i ha dma tears dwell down ma cheeks in d bus..on d wae to skool.den wen i reach d librry,iw as such ina fuck up mood.waited fer herne fer assirly gt pissed off at yu..lucky fery yu ima ble to do it..ic mae liek at 10.30 and yu cam elik 1 hr later..if im suppose to do am werk am,seldf alone..i wuld ahf assked yu fer company ryte...lucky fer yu..iw as sobbyn ind library tynkyn botu d shit and yu came an put a smiel on ma face ayang..if not...yull see d shit prt of me wen i hate tynsg dun cum in common sense....aytes?ehehden was reali reali sad..ma skins peelin so i gta wear d jacket at all tymes...ergh..den wnt t class..was excited wif the nee wproject....the boardgame..hehe realei excited..nwiaes, got ma godamn mother fuckin resutls and im damn mother fuckin pissed wif ma damn mother fuckin art...i msged nad,chal,ma bro, ma musie,ma dad,ruzaini and ms fud tellind em botu ma dmn fuckin art....i was hopin feer sum1 to msg me askin but hey........i dun tynk he even remebers me ..........wat a frn..i eman..best...watever....niwaes den was depressed but sumhw i had a smile wen ma hubby msged....hehe well....haiz..bu id un share ma ropbs wif hym tho..coz........nt yet.....den meet uo ruzaini...den meet hym uoa t fuckinsnegkang...gosh...oldies...watevr..4get it...den chilla t bucks.....den wel niwae sriusly talkin..i lepaks wif hym cz hopin hell gif me a gd advice an dmake me feel damn mother fuckin btr over ma stupdi marks in art again...proven not..eh dun even care......war d afren?!!sicular anger i haf in evryoen and each other and even hym...and iv ebeen toleratynagand dun evn bther...and all yu ppele jzu continues to be 3 BLIND MICE!!!!erghh.......and yu ruzaini tellyn em dat i shuld ditch ma frens and strt critiscing dem wen dey ve been der fe rmea nd dose who hasnt been der fe rme are judgyn MA FRENS WHO CRIED WIOF ME FER D PST FEW MTHS!!!!!@??>?!!i dun mydn yu tellin ma mistakes but hey..LOOK AT YURSEL:F YU BYCTHES AND JERKS!!STOPTYRN TO BE D ASSHOELS IN MA LYFE AND JUZ FUCK OFF!!..errrrrrrrrrrrrrgh...why do i haf to care fer allma frens feelings...wen i gta onlei share ma probs and feel btr after onlei tellynd new frens where ma old frens hate and effa an dfai....wat is dis??!@!who am i?sum1 yu cn juz judge and mother uckin step one and juz leave?!IM A MOTHERCFUCKIN STEPPIN STONE??!IMA MOTHER FUCKIN USAGE FER YU???WEN YUD UN NOTICE ALL D SHITS AND TYNSG IVE DONE FER ALL YU PEPLE???!!!!HW INHUMAN YUC AN BE>>>ARROGANT IGNORANT SHIT!!!i hate it..i hate yu peple..i ahte me.......why cnt i cry on m ABESTFRENS SHULDER??COZ HE SNT HERE!!why cnt i show yu peple dat ims ad...COZ I JZU CANT>>>HOW CN I KNEEL DOWN WEN YUGUYS KEP STEPIN ON ME>>>>???!!!OF COURSE IW ANN STAND TALL LIEK YU GUYS!!!!
im reali rreali reali depressed..i dun liek cryin lie dis liek i use to in public palces..i cried in d bus,in d library and ind cab..i dun liek remiocson the past and revivin the old.....after putin dat ina m cd cove ri jzu cam to tynk..ive been waityna nd hopin wif that 2 sentence in am mynd and i dun even notice....whch makes ma awaitynoen dune evn notice.....................................................

imreali reali reasli tired oday......tirred of beinvs treesed uoa nd hopin to be cheered up wen go lepaks..btu i jzu dun even get a tanx fer cumina lld wae to skool to haf yu to accompany me to lepaks..nwiae ruzaini..TANZ SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH>>....YU JKUZ LOST YUR COMMON SENSE WEN I LEFT YU!....................