Saturday, November 27, 2004
werkin day..
well..today is soo stiring..supose to work at 9 came at 8..gosh hw tiering cn i get?haha well went to werk..was fun at ferts..coz d espresso achine is not werkin..haha no coffee..and its sooo boryng!den do sandwich all..at 12 d machine was done..and our sale swas non stop frm 12- 5 gosh!and ma hands hurt...i tynk i pulle dma muscle at ma arm...coz i cnt turn....gosh...and im soo pissed at maself..evrytyngs like...fezzy...im pissed at evryone...evryone...and due to dat.....i was soo pissed...i punch d wall in ma toilet and d tap...and d tap broke...and ma hands is swollen..hahah okae..its been long since ive been doin dis..hahah i noe..told abd DAT I DO IT..AND HE WENT YU TYNK YU SUPERHERO AH..HHAHA I NOe...gosh..andnw im typin wif ma lefty..heh okae..i noe...well is so tiring..burnt ma finger stoo..gosh today is s...oake watever..im always being taken for granted...even ma ex for goodness sake...even ma frens...wen im beinggenrous..i got d atitud eback and d tyngs shuld btr be left unsaid treatment..and wenim being igfnorant..egoistyc..fucku p bytch even wif ma frens..i got d bad sheena bad sheena..hate sheena..sheena dis sheena dat..standard ah sheena she weher got blah blah blah blah blah..and all dis shyt will always cum out frm sum fucker mouth..who tynks he noes me for godamn 3 yrs and styll tkae me for fuckin grante dyu fuckina nimal fuckin asshole!and if yu tynk yur fuckin damn fuckyn clever try not be d fuckin egosityc and fuckyn prasaaan coz yu are a fuckin shyt to me!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRGGGH!....and for dat if yu guys hfa a fuckin fren who likes fuckin dun noe ward d hell d person itself fuckin talkin abpout bpout her/him self...den shell/HELL be d fuckin sheet dat SHE/HELL DUN EVEN REALIZE...FUCKIN SHYT WILL ALL D FUCKIN PEOPLE IN MA FUCKIN LYFE!COZ DEY ARE SO FUCKIN CRAPIE AND IM SOO HATYN MASELF FOR FUCKIN aaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrghg!....i dunoe why...why im doin all dis....i juz wish i dun eveer wanan se eyu all agin..but i dun even want dis wish to cum true........coz it hurts wen i cry wen i tynk of yu..people....AND IF YU GAN GFUCKIN SAY DAT I GAF YU DIS FUCKIN TREATMENT B4...WATEVR IT IS...I ALWAYS FUCKIN REMEBR YU..ALWAYS MAKIN IT UP TO YU..I NVR IGNORE YU..EVEN WEN I GTA LEAVE YU AND MEET SUM1 ELSE..I APOLOGIZE LIKE YUR MA LIFE AND GO MSGYN YU AGAIN D NEXT DAY...I DUN JUZ SHUT D FUCK UPO AND ACT NOTYN FUCKIN ACTUALI FUCKIN HAPPEN...AND Y NOE WARTD?NVR MAKE ME D SAME AS FUCKIN YU COZ IMNOT YU!