hmmm...well today beeens fyne..haiz...woke up late need to go for art exam...no i didnt actuali woke late woke up early...but i took 45 mins staryn dwn the floor and tyngkin hard whther i shuld go to ma art exam..i didnt haf d mood to draw didnt haf d mood to move...ma mynd was messy and i realie look dumb and stone...tears dwelleed but i was styll figurin d reason why...hearts burned and i was so unsure of maself..decison makin is tough on me nowadaes and its reali killin me...reason here and der...nt at place...leavyn me stranded figuryn it out..maself...i wnder hw does it makes me stronger...45 mins gne...move and bth...was okae coz am mom crack sum stoopid jokes and was smiley wen i went to art.sat dwn and do ma art..but i had frequent stopages..wnderyna nd imaginin tyngs..tynkyn again and again...ma werk end and i fell asleep coz ma arms hurt after d werk..haiz...den i was allowe dot go bck early co zi was done..duye its colour composition..it aint dat detailed!dumbos!niwaes hope i did okae coz mine was very simpliefied!HONEST!drew teard rops dat merged aand dispersed down to d sea creatyn and invisibility for a moment..yah..i was in d mood...it create anger and sadnees..styll confused coz all ma stuffs is gne dwn d sea...i need to do searchyn but i dun get it why i shuld..went bck...was smiley tho.hahah and went bck hme..reach hme..feel free...and chck ma com and stuffs...revamp ma blog and do ma frenster.hahah,,i was dizy tho..hafnt had luch.skiped ma breakfast.haf been skipin luch and breakfats for a week and hafyn dinner..i noe..feelin dizzy.i tynk im sick.now dwn wif ma sinus and its killin me..need rest bt..argh...i need to pour..den ma mum came bck and ate d mee she bought frm sengkang..gosh..sengkang..i use to recall the tyme si gta rush after werk frm doin openyn at 4 dwn to sengkang to eat wif ruzaini..coz he was hungry and i gt d money...wards new..hahah niwae it was cheapos lunch..den mum asked.."yu always eat dwn der at sengkangw if who?ruzaini ar?"..den i went..emmmm...den i keep quiet...she gta asked?goodness..its alreayd bad enuf dat we bth haf d almost sa,me dining table and curtains on hary raye!gosh...tyngs gta make werst for me...NOW??!!watevr..aint important..i dun need to put sticky notes on ma brain to remeebr...goodnees...den went out wif mum on her rounds to all he rfrens houses..shes dis hotie in dis area..hahah flwed her to send ma bros mariage invitation carsds and cum raye outyn wif ma cuzins...forcin her to sleep wif me...she said no..coz ma mum is alone at hme and im bz so she ask ehr...niwaes nw blogyn..postyn pics...well..se d pics..hmm..nicey pics...den it reminds me of d fotopages....it was a yer ago.......hahah..okae..i dun need to get into all tyngy...well later goin out to ma cuz hus again later.gosh@!im dead tired..frm d werk ysterday and im sick..hafyn nausea often..and nt feelin good.and ohya..im dead meat..ma new bill cum a whoopin 700 farkin arses...i tot dey ddint add 500 so i cntinue oayin den im left wif 90 den d fucker scame wif 500..shitheads!nw i gt 2 bnils werth 700..im werkin amasses off dis..niwae i mae be extremely bz...mb i dun take off...ma frens dun need me niwae ayte...i tynk..i dunoe...niwae c.p...i noe yu are..but tld yu gerl...im yur gerl here..others wuld haf juz complaina nd runa way..im nt ayte..dun tynk of chasyn me away as yur fren wif dta atitude..yu help me changed wen i was d BIG BYTCH and now i ll help yu too..and oh ya...if yu reali hate me and wanan avoid me..tell me..ayte?..niwae been tynkyng....mb sum of dem is ryte/...i gta ferk ofd shyt bout ma ex...but did i scared hym away..as a fren?goodness.......y yu gta be soo enclosed.....niwae i gtg...ill se yu aroun..blog again tomorow..byes...

P.s..watchjed shutter and slept wif mum..haha last tyme wen i watch ghost stories i gta people to acompany me ond fone but nw no..so ipicked up ma stuffs and seleep in amums rooms..ha dsleeppless nytes..keep hafyn dream..d same dream..gaian and again..it gat be about me and a person..gain..i dun beleiev ind ream gifin yu answers to ur life..but duyde...watevr..im nt takin it sriusly..if he tynks itys frenzy..well 2 can plae d same game...