hahah okae juz finish eatyn ma fav nasi aayma of all tyme..goodness its a whoping 3.50 wif mountaineous rice yet i finshed it up..amaze me!haha nasi ayam frm toa payoh..gosh..urgh!hehehehokae..woek up at 12...i tynk..hahah coz slept at 2.30 3 ysterday tired liek crazie..well here goes

20th november 2004-raye outyng wif d budak2

woke up lil late..coz d dae b4 cant sleep.tynkyng bout sumtyn tho.sumtyn new.yet old.den got ready and abd woek up late.hes ma date for d outyn coz he wanted to be ma date nwiae and he supose to fetch me.den he gt ready and fetch me at 12.supose to be der at 11 bt we were so late luckily d bus wre late..den wen we reach,evryone was late.reach der shake handsie wif fik,nazri,fiz,cheng and sid.den wait for d gerls.nad,aini and shitot came.den wait.wait wait.gr..hate waityng.fuckin peeps.den came one by one..d last personw e were waityng for is ruzaini.he gt d most incredible lateness.i use to alwyas wake hym up for skool bt nah nt nimore..dats why he slawyas late for evrytyng.hahahh niwae ya im a nagger.deal wif it.came nd all took d bus.ims uppose to sit bside abd but end up sityn wif ana.well d rde to wdlands was incrdibly sleepy.1st stop.chal at marsiling.hehe saw hys sis.sooo cute.im her idol.she slaways askin d bro bout me.she was askin dbro about ma nose stud niwaes.hahahha sorie gerl.dn do it k.hahah.den next hus go to sid hus.haha d hus was watchyn d pontianak harums undal mlm.scarie siol.hahah abd went like ish scared scared.hahahah abd scaredy cat.hahah den fik scared me iw as shoutyn at sum1 hus.hahha evy1 laugh.stoopid..den ruzaini was tellyna story bout shutters..gosh..he cn jus get to d point and he went liek pie,cte,sle,all d expressway lah!!hahahah dats hym!heehehhe niwae den at sid hus nvr get money den dey went sayin it insyde d bus..and i went liek sayin it loud.and all went oyte!shut up lah..hahahah inoe..i always spoils evvrytyng.hahahahh den go ruzaini hus.haha he gt d curtains in red but mine in gree.exactlys ame pattern heheh..den help d mom.joek wif her tho.hys mumw en tlikek sayin seee...no daughter ind hus dats why gta clean up alone.den abd went here cik.dur daighter in law..den i laugh and sae nvrmd cik..i cn do part tyme daughter in law..den all laugh den she smile.den i help lah clean all..den she went eh dun lahi was jzu jokin den is ay nvrmd..i help k..soryte dun mynd.den she say tengkiu.hahah i noe.it feel sweird!!!very weirdd!!took pic and all.den go out.oh ya forgot to tell yu its a whopin 26 PEOPLE grp.hahahaha.actuali less ar dis yer.we use top reacha whoopin 32.few cudlmnt maske it.den tok d bus..i tynk dis point if tyme..took fotos.abd sat wif ana wen he tok d bus.i was standynga nd takyn ics.den took pics and take pics wif ruzaini.den dis guy here..ma old iold flame..hhahahh okae..im laughyn..he wnet..eh sheena spoil plan ar yu.sit bside me ar.den i liek ar.oh nvr ask nvr sitr ah.hahah den d whole day sat bside hym.bt den i m liek hsy date for d dae..abd went wild around..and im stuck wif hym.goodness!and evryone tot its like y noe las yer raye outyn wher im wif hyma nd hsy wif hym.bt no..no tyngs of patchyn up..im nt gan eat ma werd.s..but im hafl weak here.heheh.i haf ma money insyde hys pocket and he has hys stuffs in am bag.dats hw we use to be las tyme.den next hus ma hus.afetr hys hus..hahah we ate spaghetty..ma mum cook.den fai drop spaghtti on am mums carpet.and ruzaini was laughyn at hym instead of helpin.all of us laugh coz fai recationw as dumb..wen d tyng fell he was tryint o eat allbck.hhahahah.d gd old tymes..hehehden dey flip ma familysalvbum see ma tomboy.urgh!!hahaah okae..all eat took pic and go.gaf money.ihsan as ususal iritatyng.keep sayin he lurve sme buts tyll urgh!iritatyng.opls dun ihsan dun.wait all yuw ant..wait for me wat ever d fuck im soo nt gna like hym!ergh!ewww...pls.ihsan.,dissastrous.nitemare.den go to fai hus.den gt extra angpows.hahah standard ah kwn fai.heheh abd ah..ask for more.hehehh.den we go to syafik hus.den haitir hus.d boryng hus,.haitir.hahahh all of us went.ahhh haitir hus..k all eat 2 jueh and go.coz we all conclude haitir haf d most boryng hus.hehheherabak sey.den go simei.nad hus.hidayah hus..all hus we go all got people.gosha nd we wwere all squeezy coz of dat.den go ana hus.gt ma ustaz at hme.den after dat gos iti hus.and it was 11.30 wen were reach sits hus.den dat part i was bored..oh ya..actuali after haithir hsu we went hanif an dihsan hus.ihsan was iritatyng.tryn to get me to take pic wif hym.den wen at hys hus i cnt sae no.so i took 2 pics wif hymurgh.juz a pic nwiae.he wear liek sum org nak kahwin sey.hahah stioopid jerk.den at sit hus i was tynkyn of d d day..den went abd hus.wa ssqueezy cos gt peopel cum hsy hus.den he went bck btha nd chaneg clths dne all go bck at 12.30.recah hme at almost 1.den ruzqiani gat go bck alone.pity hym.sroei ruzaini!hahah kol hym yah late rhe dun liek nimore..im niotyn and he styll kol me ena.hahah soryet dats ma name..ma family name kol ena!!hahaaa.den went bck wif anana nd abd..abd sent hym hme..told hym ma probs.hmmm..yay..okae oake ders dis part i loike..hahah we ind bus gt notyng to do we played games..its dis spain game an dward yuw anan bring to spain.and we took a loooong tyme fihguryng it out hw d game goes.hahahah den i gt d hold of it..and ruzaini alos gt d hold of it but i rush to gif dem d andwer b4 hym..aahah well den we laugh at anaand dwi coz dey hafnt got d hold of it!wkahhahahahahaha...hheheden played blck magic game whch we took a loooooooooooooonng tyme to fig out d game haha in d end yup i did..wif dewi at last place..and ana went ah sheena if she found out sumtyn shell go I NOE INOE wif he rfinge rup ind air..hahah she was ryte.heheh..okae.had fun den ind bus saw salimi.he didnt wanto flow dunoe.salimi ma ferts ex and siti current ex and nad ex.hahahah i noe.den i went disturvyn siti,..KENANGAN BERSAME MUKASIH!!SEUMPAMA MIMPI DIDLM MIMPI..ahha den abd went DI EBERDIRIR TENGK SALIMI>TERKENANG MI DGN SITI!hahah i noe..haha klakar siol..heheh den siti went standyn dat swhy abd sing.hehehe den syafik.AHH SHEENA KAU DIAM AH><>KAU PUN EX SALIMI PER!den i sae SIALAH AH ZAMAN PURBA SIOL..CAMNADIA JUGAK!den sum1 said.KAU DIAM AH SHEENA NAK GI RUMAH BAKAL KAU>..whch is ihsan hus..DEN I WENT SIALAH IHSAN EX AKU>TAK KIRE SIOL SATU HARI ZAMAN PURBA KIORE APE RILEK SUA KAMBEEENGG!den evryone laugh.heheh den disturb nad wif salimi den wif atan.hahah d fun part was we were laughyn at evryone who was walkin dwn d street clad in bajukurubg..wen we saw a grp walkin we laugh and go KETAWEEKAN DIE JLN KAKI!muahahahahha hhaha bas3rd siol budak2.heheh..niwae had fun.dey wanted to watch mid nyte,ic an watch but i gta lie lah.den m abro wanted to help but tld hym late.so he say nex tymeso i went bck.ruzaini didnt went.ana diddnt went to and all go bakchome!except abd went to meet nyot all..adn d other went to chill.haiz..had so much fun...lurve d daywent to sleep.poised question to ruzaini....he say he juz tryin to adapt wif d situasyen.den he tld me bout dis gerl..den gaf hym sum advice.coz he gaf me useful advice on ma recent.niwaes..if ruzaini readyn dis..i wana sae..dun be liek SUM1 in particular.yu dun do notyng w/o no reason.watevr yu do even goin wif d flow yu do it for a reason.and also sayin,yu dun make me a spare okae.i noe im yur ex but im nt der to fill in yur lonelienss and be as close to me wen yu dun haf d gerl yu invited culdnt cum or get.dun be liek fendi in particular.yur nt hym.dun drop ma reputation iof yuw anan be kliek hym.watver niwae.it doesnt concerns yu but it leave me tynkyng...i leave foe good..i diddnt leave trails...but why m,us yu...ynoe.im nt typikal ex gf.its already good enuf i pamper yuw if tynsg yu want wen i meet yu even tho i rarely meet yu.but dun use me.k?iw ant a fren wif ma ex.nt sum1 i cn use.well yu shuld haf do d tyngs b4 tyngkyng and der salways a reason...and if its unexplainable...den hw can yu explain yur eeling for sum1 bt nt yur aksyen to sum1?anytang cn be done.yur a dumb human if yu cant..simple..well dats part fo sumtyn cumin out frm me...he jsu did sumtyn dha leaves all people...whch ma frens sayin go and patch!fuck yu lah!if eh gt ego i also gt ego.and ma ego is nt eatyn bck ma werds!fai said to me jzu nw bout ward happen ysterday.hahah mb its jus reconcilin wif sumtyn of d past..bt l;eavyn notyng..and nw im pissed..fuckin mader.pesteryn me to do ma chores..goodness i did it and ask em to do again and say i one whole dya nvr do anytang
fuck lahshe went out and came bck id o lah all.and i juz gt hold of d com ansd she gifin em dis hyt!farkin arses!rgh!goodness...im hapie dat imw erkin again tomorrow and all dese tyngs gta cumbck in ma lyfe!!wif ma mum pissin me off evryday tynkyn i cn be bside her 24 hrs!fark lah!go handle lonelinees yurself!im gan handle mine!wif all ma peeps..aand all d people actyn dwae dey shuld be.fuck lah!why cnt all of yu juz be d wae yu are a dnact yu shukld be..mistakes are der but yu dun make mistakesd for people but for usrself!!and if yu intented to go back on yur mistake or anytang dun be such a loser an dhid urself and lie!!...hw can i trust yu noew...i dun even noe ward yu want..i dun even noe HOW to be ur fren wen yu do all dis.......................
niwae ders dne...been tynkyngagain..dun liek it...im over wif all dis shyts.wif all dys ruzaini 3 yr.wandi cheatyng,amin being sum loser.fendi makin msitakes for me and corectyn hymself!and akim iritatyng!andi vanished!stoopilah..im nt gann eat bck ma werds..i tynk il leave....and i keep sayin it..

overall..im juz gna tynk bout it for hile..for now imnt sure ward im tynkyng tho.bt ill be okae..ill be fyne..like i promised maself.c.p i wntgo bck and abd..ill prove dyu wrong.niwae..im fyne..like i always say i haf ma peeps!!bye!!muahkz!