oake okae...well so many tyngs happenin..1st ma prob..agree wif c.p agree wif ahmad..welll dun bther wen peopl atke us for granted...jzu leave on continue..dun bther nimore...dun be maslef for now...well ill be..ill listen..tanx c.pa nd ahmad...for drivin maself awya from sum situsayens..hhah well erm 2ndli..erm..been misiing ma bestfrens sooo much...miss dem..always keep wantyn to kol dem...ana been bz c.p been bz..noe day are but i realiw uld like dem to ynoe drop me a msg at tyem saand kol me at tytme.s.s.yu noe tell me hws their paper..yu noe remmebr yu bstfren weatevr yu do..i always do...evrytyme im happie i saw anytang i did ma exam i did am anyatng illko l ma bstfren first but if they are bz ill send dem a msg...yu noe bestfren gif yu encoruragement...for all dese yers dey bring me up..dey make me change..dey make me tynk i am who i am...let people accept fo rwho i am nt me accept people..dey are ma evrytang...i wuld nt wanan lose dem..btu i feel dey are like leavin me..liek sumtyme si kold dem ma bstfrens ind whole wide werld whic i dun evr wana nloose dem nor hate dem nor watever d tyng is..but u feel dey dun kol me their bestfren...okae dards ma tynkyn i ned sum ensurance..ill get tpo it...niwae..erm well ysterday went out wif chal watch white chicks..sooo funny soo damn funny i and chal sat at d dworngs eats ind movies more worst....de person wne tlike askin us twice..hahahah well sorie..den suppose to meet ruzaini den...argh..dun wann explen...im pissed bout it..but i dun wanan tynk bout it..i feel liek im am being played,bein lead one...setakat nak ajak klua and kau mainkan akku jus like. dta..it looks war dhe diod...he proves dat he dun need trutt..i shudlnt be trustyn hym..shuld gif hym d trust he need he deserve..to war dlevel ma turst shudl reach fo rhym...nt high yet nt low...nt even exist..i felt hurt yet offended...i feel lioike hitin ma slef on sumtyn...wad i am??sum1 who dun realize ehr truself?who are yu?sum bigshot?who am i?a peasant?i am like sum despo but im nt...ma intentions wre unnoticed...went cryin in century square toile...cryin and i lost ma nose stud in d toilet bowl...urgh...niwae den met ahamd he came down..dne talk and chat an dall...wante dto pick up ma 1st cigar...but chal say dun...den i put dwn...urgh!pls killin me..i can vent ma nager..i cant break stuffs..den wad yu wnat me to fdo??!!den at cineleisur eb4 dta saw haney..slut..niwa ei wore nocic eysterday alot of people smile at me and wer sayin eh yu look nice todsy..arrgghhhahahah..niwae i worer ma white singlet wif ma painted jfaded jeans widf ma b10 shoes an dma bag and i tie ma hair at d side..hahaha cute ryte..ahaha wahalu...ruzaini disease man..dne sa whaney i gaf her d fuck shyt luck and she waz bright eyed at first den she wuickly chaneg eh rkool and gif ne d o dun care look den i smile at sha...wave at hr unwillingly and trun away aand starae an dhaney and sya watver slut..urgh..dfnei iw alk away...urgh she sosoo same....eeewwwww...hah den went to starbucks met nyot..he scute tho haha but funny he waz teasin me liek crazie...haha den we gang up and tease ahamd dne he went oh..ahhah den nyot bought dis lip balm cheery falvur an dhis lips were sooo red and i waz laughy nta hym hard...hahah den he tea me bout d starbucks guy he kept poijntyn at hym i wne nyot!!ahahah pity hym...dnei beta hym..ahahah wahalu im telyns tory liek sum kid..haha den d starbucks guyw ere lpointyn at us wen we were talkin bout hym tho,..ahhaha den go bck...ahamd sen me tyll bustop den saw ihsan and haris and wilson..urgh..i juz wore ma jacket an were like sweatyn den dey wer like laughyn at me why im sweatyn..haha den ihsan flirtish as ever.pls...major turn off for m tho...den haris wer eliek oh haney told me yu were wat cineleisure..den iw ent wards d biggie of sseeing me??im nt sumbigshot she gan go aoroun tellin??fuck!i fshe dun care y bther tellin?dne he wnt its no biggie..den i sae precisley but ward d deal??dne he kept quiet..stooopid slut..i ddiise hym told hym haney yur gf..den he say no..well if she is..yru dumb yur shuld haf betetr taste man..urgh..den he went ohake..dumbaasss..den go bck..chat and all..akim apologize..he apologize liek 2wice in ma frenster for being a jerkl..he wnet sayin i promis ei wint hurt yu animore i swear and i wnt nbe a jerk...den he chat wif me...den he say can i dat yu..ahah cnfrm..he soo liek ..ahahah hes funny but im nt tynkin of datyna none now...nt tynking of lurvin anyone now..hahahoh ya ysterday saw brwn guy..he very liek nt smilin..why leh??hes been very moody nwdaes..aiyoh brnw gy...hs name helmi..well helmi...smiel more..haah as if hes readin dis..oh ay den i talk to jerlyn told eh rsa wimran..den she say oh i gt ask hym whteh rhe noe yu dne she he sya ya know her but dunoe eh rnasme..argrghhh..hahaha den say i often see her .a.aw..yu noticed!..ahahhahahwel...den ijerlyn sae juz add hym in frenster and talk to hym nex tyem juz talk den i went ohhhkkkkaeee...dne i did i send hyma a msg in frenster!!!arrrghhhh i wnt like..eh ..yu..yru d strabucks guy ryte? at tm?haha wel niwae duyde..SMILE MORE>.itll make d coffe taste better..hahahaha wel..juz dropin by niwae...ayte chill.bye..:Pargh..pls pls plsa nswer me pls..klah...dars all..see ma blog after 45 days be bz..goin away...bye