da bus ride home was problematic b4
but now...the ride seems to be dreamy
Now the time at home is tynking time
postive tynkin havent been done lately
Now...im gonna tynk positive..got it from a fren who noes me best
Dats me..Sheena..remember?
Lifes been easy.Fun. Yet ...difficult at tymes
ive dropped
ive jumped
ive dodged
ive caught
ward more can i ask for?
i droped ma insecurities to move on
i drop ma negative tyngking to grow up
i drop ma uptite to be flexible
i jumped ove rhurdles like fail relationshyps
friendhsyps breakages
misunderstandings community
unhelpin hands
i dodged insults and comments along wif praises to become maself
i dodged shits but still ders sum tailin behind me
i dodged schemes to bring me down and braved it wif juz a glance
overall...it help me caught d tyngs i want
i caught ma one..fendi..picked from a dreams of 4mths
picked from ma werds..picked from ma visibility
hopin it to go far...no looses juz profits..
i mae crumble dlaong d way..misses always...
less of hugs and kisses...but cherished and treasured ill be..
tho far he is..ive said to maself..i wnt pick up fites...
he snt d one wif anger..im d one..i dun tynk ill be fussy..ill b eprotective..ill juz lurve for who he is..
protective will be minor coz i lurve hym..but nt over coz dats hatyng...
illl keep hym wif me..ill keep on smilin wi fhym...
i caught frens who dissapeared liek david...and came back wholely in a hamper
c.p was bz...nvr were der...she dissapeared and cum bck...den she came wholeheartedly..at d ryte tyme...
where she noe..shell enjoy hapie wif me..
ana was always running around..runin errands here an dder..her relationshyp was very blunt..tho shes enjoyin it..it made ehr enjoy d wae it is wif her frens..but she came bck..hapie wif me..
ruzaini was iritating..always treat hym as a fren.. afren i knew..ia fren i shuld cherished a fren i shuld lurved..well tired of ftiing and arguin..he seems ensible now...well he sbtr dis way..i hoep he stays..
ahamd was confusing..pissed at first at me..bt he sae all dbes for me...i dun believe in wat c.p says dat he mae haf for me..coz its me and ahamd..were meant to be frens..hes d best...hes d onli eone who knew how to bring me up and bring me dwn..aside frm fai
chal and nad..unexpektedly...always der..always wif me..holdin on..new wat i want..altho dey mae haf put me a ciggie...i knew at least dey wont go away..sumhow..dey are attentiove of ma prresence...dey dun treat me dey wae dey ahfa lways do..sumhw..i feel dey are mine..
amin,iswandi..lst sumwhere..wanid been stopin hys msgees wen i got atatched,...amin been quiet and jzu plain hym wne i git attached,...hahah well..dey are juz a stone for me to climb on...
-----made new frens tho....a trustworthy one
heren was d best..is d best..always d best..to kol he rm abestfren wuld be imposible coz we juz met..but shes s dclosest bested fren ever..hahah well..sumhw intrest d dsame..we talk derrty yet we are open to each other..she s fun..i mean..she sumhw knew me forawhile..she diff...i feel ..shes me...if im gna tresure maself..imgna treasure her as well..
evryone..new frens,are liek evryttyng,,......its me...
Tyngs seem to be much clearrer now..more visoible..
easy for me to dpeend..but inow ill crumble anytyme soon..i noe how it goes..its ;like dejavu..but ill noe hw to handle..
recumblin was difficult..
regainin was tormentin..
being me...was juz..plain....easy/...
but ill manage from here..easily....


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