Friday, October 22, 2004
lurive every second spent
well..erm..dats how i alwyas strat wi wen i gta loadsa tyngs to say/..sorie hafnt beenblogin co zi soo gta rush evry nw and den and its killin me...niwaes..erm..2days ago didnt manage to skleep tho..was rushyn for ma fashion asgnment...wa on d one wif fendi den was doin d fashion..and i fell asleep..haiz.sheena sheena sheena..dne ysterrday wen to skoll.was walkin tkowards skool..juz felt like faintyng tho..i reali had a headache..ma legs wer wobly ma eyes were watery and ma head werer achy...haiz..and d hot sun is killin me even wen ma shades are worn..den go skoll ahnd in c.ks work den go to library to rush for ma fashion werk..haha den go fashion class for presentation...hahah hiodayat is funny hys werk is soo funny..hahah well..i was surprised dat no one did d way i did..no one did hw ma fashion is...evryone had like juz draw kaler and cut paste..i did few line srendeerin on ma models and fe kalers..i had ma techniques..haha sumymes i wnder where i sm alevel..i feel im gd in fashion but i dun haf d vibes for it..haiz watevre im jzu plain lazy dats me...haiz den i was soo eager to meet ma darl ysterday coz i miss hym soo much..hahahden ma hair was messy so i tied d plait..ask ration to do dat..dne cum dwn saw green guy..me and herne were ogglin at green guy wen imran saw me..hahah he like run away leh frm me..gosh!i didnt noe i eat kpeople..haha watver imran.NOT INTRESTED NIMORE!hahah..den at libarrary was redayn ma darls blog..he had dis stori..wen i read it..i feel its me...yup ryte it sme...but i was feellin very extra wen i read dat...i feel liek sumhw im d 3rd party,sumhw,imnt suppose to be wif hym..sumhow i ruin d gerls plans..but.............i loose ma excitememnt to meet m adarl..den wen i meet hymm, i dun feel liek talkin to hym..i dun feel likke seeing hym i dun feell like smiling..but told herne i goto to..den herne told hym lah..den he explen to me..haiz darl...if yu reali reali 4get bout her..den imhapie for yu..but i dun wan yu to hide tyngs from me..yu wanna talk to he rchat wif her or anyutang tell me..so at least illnoe if yu wananchange yu mind..probably ill be d wrong one...but i hope i wish he wnt go bck...dats all i need...den okae already juz wanan 4get bout it...den enjoy..meet d others at shaw..waitin liek crazie..haha den veron and d bf came and d chinese guy..den c.p came..den wait for ahamd liek siow!den go eat at fareast..at baapka ahmad shop..hahahahamd wasnt talkin to m eleh wen we meet dunneo why..den eat ma darls wrong order..hahahden i didnt finsh it so ma dsrlin ate like 3 plates..hahah lucky he aint fat...den go chill at mccafe..eat ice cream ma darlin feed me icecream..hahah awww..hahahden chill..evryone was laughyn like crazie..hhahah..ahh saw taufik and lkeadra..ma darls twin..ahha longlost twin..hahahah denat 9 gta go bck...cuddled up wif ma darlk in side d bus...ahamd became s potlite..hahahah den go sarang co zma darl hungry..dne see ma darlin soo tired/...he went bck alone lah no need sent me hme see hym off den go back walk wi fahamd...talk talk an dtalk sumhw ..i told ahamd i haf confidence in dis..hahah dne meet nyot!haahh luscious lips guy..hah dne i go bck...haiz...den iwaz tynkyng..evryone is hapie..had a fun tyme..nvr see c.,p laugh liek crazie ever since sec skool..she sure looks hapi and im hapie dat i made he rhapie...ahamd..well...he juz a fren...a bestfren...and ma darl...welli feel liek i knew hym long enuf to haf fun wif hymmto do all dose tynsg wif hym..well i hoep i will...n im hapie....