Sunday, September 05, 2004
ashliee misses her ashmin...sooo much...
2dae...sad.......dae...woke up wanan jog so i can run ma mynd away but cant amin msg me early mornyn..we fought...he sae im bein kiddy on hatyn hym..i sae im nt hatyn yu im pisswed dat yu are bein so shallow and chicken...nw i hate yu for kolin me kiddy...fuck off..i said dat den we fought he said is it nyce for me to skold hym badwerds...and niwae he said he made 2 songs for me but ashley juz dun understand tom...den i sae ahsley wrte tyngs bout tom..but tom dun care tom dun realize dat and tom makin ashley waiyte cryn evrytyme ashley go skool go bck hme and in class...i did...i hate it..y do guys cum in and out of ma life?...haiz....i cnt stop maslef sighyn...i gt killer eyebags and ma skin is deterioratyn..den tom sae ashley always got a bf dard ward make tom difficult wif ashley...i went lyke duyde!!plslah...alamkz...to make d day worse..even more worse and worse...i saw wandi "GF" in mins frenster...her nick ward orange blitz..wardever d fuck is...srius talkin i see sumtyn in her..she gt dat cute and sweet smyle wen she smyle but she aint pretty..her syle like me...very liek anytang..mb wandi wanted sum1 else but a replica of me....hahahah im soooooooo tick skin..hey its ma blog i can sae watevr i want...ryte??hhahahniwae nw it hurts....i gta see d gerl...argh!!!!.....niwae shes dumb im clever....seeing her makes me wanan change evrytyng bout maself...i feel like im kiddish and too bland...i sooo gta change and change maself....wholely....slut!!im d bytch!!her name is seri...actuali ive seen her face b4..sumwhere and her name very d familiar d skool...familar...her face...argh!!ive seen her sumwheere...nvrmynd...niwae wen dey strt to intro me ill gif her d pieces of me....whahahahahahha