haiz...well toidays been okae...quite cool but slack to d max...hasnt been feelyn well nwadays yesterday ate only lunch at 2 den breakfast and dinner nvr eat coz i gt noo appetyte...sheesha nd i eat onli emee siam and a spoonful of rice...sigh!!wtoday wen tto skool wif raf and raf soooo got gorgeous hair mayn!!!hahah hes cool hes been der for me all d tyme always accompanyin me and tryn sooo hard for me to forget iswandi...he sbeeen always bee der for me in skool..nrv lyke seeing me alone and wenevr talk bout iswandi hell go ryte..finish?>??nomore ah???and ill laugh...hahahah even wen he want to go in first helll be reluctant untyll hes fren go like nvrmynd ill lk after her for awile...hahahahnah apprecuiate hes kind tots...and ward..ma frens at skoola also tryn to make me forget bpout iswandi...dey keep disturbyn me wif imran for 24 hrs...evrytyme and deyll always look out for hyma nd deyll kol me...hhahahahration waz lyek eh hes outside outside lah...and shell go i check k den she went insyde klass and go sheena izman outsyde outsyde...cum cum look dwn der der..hahahaharif will go like why yu always lk soo eager rather den sheena den shell go im helpin he rleh...plslah..hahahahhi hope sooo skali dis imran lyke her instead of me ar../aiyoh...pls...hhaahah she ssooo helpin me enuf....lookout for imran....den after class i went dwn and herne went sheena hes on d left he cut hair look so cute ar...den i went oh ya!!!hahaha but i didnt turn...hahahhah hes soooooo cute wne he cut hys hair altho ididnt seee hym welll...PLS PLS PLS LET ME TALK TO HYM ONE DAY OR HE TALK TO ME ONE DAY>>>PLS LET ME BE CLOS ETO HYM>>>PLS>>PLS>>PLSS.././.hahahahha..AND AFTER SKOOL MEET ANA,C.P AND DEWI...ALTHO IHSAN ASK OUT BUT I dun wan...den ahamd gt soccer so cant meet den meet dem lah...we go meet den go beachrd and go fish and co at glass hus...we were talkin andn chatyna ll den afetr eatyn i wen tot d toilet and went BUEKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!gosh...i so got daymn shyty stomach ache....den dewi went out told ana and siti and ana scolded me...haiz!!!cant help it...den cum dwn tamp meet ahamd....den ahamd keep makin as if im hys gf...ughrhhh!!!hahah den we go mcdonald and talk and all....den wile chatyn ana went lyke eh ahamd yu are sooo need a gerl an dsheena is soo low hw bout yu guys giot toghter instead..i wen t lyke ward???i waz offende i felkt dat imdesperate dat she got to do dis ah??haiz she said soriue den she say dta shes juz worried botu me...i goin nt eatyna adn i styll cant make maself to 4get iswandi..i styll lurve hym and shee said dat she want d sheena crapie crazie back..i went lyke diff and she sai shell help...haiz...i ralie cant help it...its sooo afectyn ma helath and haiz!!den ahmad beens very close to me...its lyke we are lyek bstfrebn ape2 die cari mea dn ape2 ill fynd hym..we are close and i keep sayin plslah ahmad..i wnt go for yu lah...den ahnad say gif me a yer and yull be wif me one...den i say ahmad...juz make it a joke an d stop dere but dun say it always den he say yalkor joke lah aiyah...i hope so...pls notyng okae...den mb on sunday hes helpin me to cuym dwn usq to make iswandi jeles...he went lyke yu shuit up ill do d job and CONFIRM iswandi will be jeles...hahahhaha i hope so but i dun tynk sooo...but i want sooo...hahahh niwae tryn to make ihsan dun fall fo rme but he juz cant get it...niwae im styll fear of trustyn peple and and it makes me being very choosy of who i want...wel...dats all..