Sunday, August 15, 2004
autobiography
"Autobiography"
You think you know meWord on the street is that you doYou want my historyWhat others tell you won't be trueI walked a thousand miles while everyone was asleepNobody's really seen my million subtletiesGot stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirtRight now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, ohGot bruises on my heart and sometimes I get darkIf you want my auto, want my autobiographyBaby, just ask meI hear you talkingWell, it's my turn nowI'm talking backLook in my eyesSo you can see just where I'm atI walked a thousand miles to find one river of peaceI walked a million more to find out what this shit meansGot stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirtRight now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, ohGot bruises on my heart and sometimes I get darkIf you want my auto, want my autobiographyBaby, just ask meI'm a bad ass girl in this messed up worldI'm the sexy girl in this crazy worldI'm a simple girl in a complex worldA nasty girl, you wanna get with me?You wanna mess with me?Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirtRight now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, ohI laugh more than I cryYou piss me off, good-byeGot bruises on my heart and sometimes I get darkIf you want my auto, want my autobiographyBaby, just ask me..
well..hellow..hahah hafnt been updatyn ler...ma coms been posin probs to me and its sooooo iritatyn..hahahniwae i reali gota ask for am own laptob wif ma own wireless connection mayn...its sooo urgh.ma mums been ngain oin ma ear on hw long ben hogin in d net.duyde!!i cant fynd a farkyn real werewolves for ma mythical beast mayn!!!hahah niwae let me start to update bout d tangs for d past 2 daye...
FRIDAE,12 august..
wore a wite sleeveless top singlet lookalike wif ma short denim skirt and ma roxy belt wif ma hair tyed sideways and ma b10 shoes wif ma quiksilver bag..duyde!!i sooo look like sum surf chick..hahahah nah....juz amusin ma self...coz its fridae..yu gta look nice for fridaes mayn!!hahah..went to skool at 9 wif raf and all...den syt tynk and tynk bout imran and summ...stuffs..waz i dat bayd!!ohmagosh...ma bad!!!hahha..okae den reach skool and waz hafyn fun in jewellery clas...doin ma job and singyn and all..evry one waz funny and all...i waz very rowdy den arif came to ma table and went SHEENA!!!!hahaha siow guys den he and me and ration talk bout d imran aexperienc.d..he said dat gavin went lyke eh eh regular cstomer cumin...wen i waz walkin towards dem dat day..hahahhimran went juz smilin2 and adjustyn hymself wen dey wanan introduce me to hym..but duyde!!yu guys suppose to introduce hym to me.,..nt me cumyn to hym!!GOSH!!pls dun make me sound and look desprate mayn!!hahaha den gavin kold hym talk to hym all ward sia!!den i wasnt even tynkin bout hym dat day...i feel comfortble of ward i wore dat day and ffell soo cool...hahah niwae waz very very extremely noisy dat day and d 2nd lesson starts..interior dsign..were doin our werk wif ration,gav and arif...den we were singyn and all..me and ration were like d movin radios mayn!!hahahden skali herne went shoutyn..sheena sheena outsyde outsyde..hahahha and i went oh reali so...den d whole class was soooonois..evryine went eh sheena eh sheena..hahahe evry1 is more excited den i am...den ration went outsyde and check it out..den she came in and say hes outside hes outsyde..hahah den she gaf me dis smlal piece of paper and say yu go thorw di spaper outsyde and wink..hahahhai went dun wan lah..obvious lah later...den i kept quiet and go on singyn ma song...i waz singyn hey boy want yu but i dunoe wat to say,see yu evryday wen yu cum aroun ma way want yu to noe dat im in lurve wif yu soo baby cmon cmon and tell em hw yu feel..hahhahaha i waz syngyn very loud at d door waz packin ma stuffs den he walk past...i went lyke urgh!!ohmagosh!!dun tell me he jus heard dat..he was and hav been walkin past ma class for few tymes ey...he sclass is in d 1st floor and hes walkin on d 2nd floor for ward???!!haha den herne went eh bhynd yu lah..den i turn eh see hym but didnt sse me den i turn ma vbck and do ma werk..awwww...hes soooo cute!!hahahha but ward d fuck hes doin near ma clasas niwae...???hahaha den go back outsyde tot he wuld cum out skalihes at d opp bustop few buses he hnvr take dunoe were he wnated to go niwae..aiyah den juz take d bus and go lah..i hope hes lookin at me..ahhahahah den go starbucks meet ana..c.p cannt aiyoh..den sit dn and talk2 and all den see iomrans fren cum in and all..nw we kol imran skate wannabe..went bck and bcum soo tired den sleep..amin msg me at 10 but iw az asleep...
Saturday,13 august..
well today woke up early morny go to ma cemetery s=visit ma uncles grandads and gma grandma...den go eat at toapayph ooooh soo nice d chicken rice..ben cravin for days niwae for it...den i go bck and sleep for 3 hrs..hahah den woke up mainlah woke me up ..he waz on d brreak den msg me...den i cnt sllep bck..den go madrasah take cab coz i slept bck again..hahahhaden go skool..den saw ruzaini..he came in den he was smilin but i didnt..i pretended i dunnoe hym...den he waz soo energetyc today..disturbyn ana aand all..tink he wanted to get ma ttention but i dun bother..told ma mum i dun farkin care bout hym nimore..i dun even wanna talkl to him..dun ssee d importance of talkin to hym nimore..no relatied topiks..den gt papers and he wnt like eh sheen yu got hw much..i ignored and talkk to liyana...den he kept quiet den he was lookin at me den i look at hyma nd he went hw much yu get..and i went oph!yu styll want to noe ah??and yu styll tynk yu got to noe ah??den he like gif dis ward sia look den ana beat me and say sheena..den i went smilin niwae 39..yu??40..oh!!.. i tynk he saw ma nose stu co zhe kept lookin at me lyke dat..i tynk h ewanted to say sumtyn but dun want to..farkyn care bout yu daymn farkin opinion..den ana ask hym watd wif d specs and goatee..skool alow meh..den he smil and kept quiet..ward??to chicken tot ans dat isit??ward fudlarn askk yu to ekep yu keep..ia sk yu yu giof me10001 alibis..farkynb assholes...den at nyte went to lagooon at ecp wif ana and siti...amins waz msgyn em and allllah..den ana sae amin sooo liek me..nah!!c.pa nd ana im sooo gan prove yu wrong mayn..dn ihsan ask me out nex wk and i wnt cc first..i dun wan get close to hym ah...nt ma type...den amyn also ask me out today to go watch ashlee simpson at myc skatepark which i wanan watch..but i cant i tynk..i dunnoe whther i shuld go wif amin or not..coz i told hym he and huz are such fun pepla nd all lah denhe scold me for trustyn dem soo much copz dey are net peple..he say its gd dat i trust hym but dun sae lyke dat coz im weak at trustyn peple and yu wnnt noe ward cyber peple wuld turn out to be..,so i wen tokae boss!!hahahahhaden ask hym y wanan be frens wif me coz he say at first pity me on ward wandi ha ddi to me but wen he got to noe me he say im fun to caht wif..hahahahduyde!!dard me??i talk alot!!hahahah den at lagoon eat and at d shop gt cute guys..soooo cute sooo ma type kinda p[epel..dey haf dis surf look and dey wnt tanx eh..cum again??hahhahah3 peple said dat..and i turnb and smile..awwwww.....soooo cutes..damit!!im syngle okae???!!hahahhaha..niwa eim soo hafin fun mayn...washyn ma eyes but i feel lonelii at tymes..but nah..im hapie wif ward i am now..rations ryte...its funlike dis...niwae no matter ward i soooo wanan get top noe wif imran...pls pls.pls
sunday,14aug,..well today nt sure wrd will happen but i soo need to do ma werk..sooon..hahahah okae lah...cya..an dpls...i soooo need to buy ashlee simpson cd mayn!!and argh imrans sooo cute..again!!hahahahahh